"I went from watching soft pornography to dodgier stuff to get the kick I needed." "I wasn't getting the buzz that I felt when I first saw it - in fact I was almost desensitized to that content. "I was watching it so much that I started to get bored by the 'normal' soft porn movies," she said. Her habit started to become a worrying obsession by age 16, when she began watching adult movies as often as she could. But gradually over time, that shock becomes excitement and I would use any porn that I could get my hands on." "When I first watched it, my reaction was shock. "It was out of curiosity and it was just a simple Google search for me to get hold of an adult movie. "I was 14 years old when I went to find porn on the internet," she said. Now, speaking about the reaction to the YouTube video, Oghosa has said she had found porn frighteningly easy to access as a child. "I developed a normality to it and in some really messed-up way I actually missed it." "Or it's some sort of connection that you and this other person have, when in reality this person is just using you for their own personal gain. Because of the nature of the abuse, after a while as a child you stop thinking it's abuse and you start thinking that it's normal. "I was very used to the fact that it happened.
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It went on for about three or four years. "The beginning of this story starts when I was about six or seven," she said. In the video, uploaded a year ago, she described how the addiction stemmed from her being abused as a child. The popular vlogger is now trying to help others after bravely speaking out about her addiction on YouTube in a series that has amassed more than 800,000 hits. It was a habit that first kicked in when she was just 14 and sneaked a look at online porn on her computer.įrom the ages of 18 to 21, she would lock herself in a dark room and watch adult movies endlessly, masturbating up to six times a day at her worst point. On the face of it, bubbly law graduate Oghosa Ovienrioba is a 22-year-old with a bright future ahead of her.īut she used to hide a dark secret - an all-consuming addiction to online pornography.